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HOLIDAY.... long holiday where all the food that always good becomes so freaking good. some people obviously spend their holiday by making some awesome trip to another city, country or even galaxy //yeah, watching star wars counts as another-galaxy-trip//--or, some people just staying home with all the food and watching home alone. That's exactly, me. I was sooooo busy like, with all my mom's home cooking, my father's big appetite, my siblings' support, we were just digging all holiday long. i was wondering if i gained weight but i thought, it could be my food wasn't digested yet. so i just went around the house stuffing my self, felling fat but being so positive minded. Well, it's not just positive mind but apparently, just positive fat. But i know, deep down, i deserve this. it can be placed in world wonder if i'm not gaining weight with all the things that i eat. Holiday's side effect. It's not something that can be avoided easily. i g

Trust me, its taste as yummy as it looks. Udaaaang!!! I'm definitely a big fan of shrimps. from the cutest to the biggest. Well, i guess lobster is the biggest one for me. Dimasak bagaimanapun, yang namanya udang, wajib kerasa enak. Jadi, hari ini kayaknya banyak banget hal yang mesti disyukuri. Salah satunya, bisa masak tumis udang enak. Bukan sombong ya, tapi sebagai orang dengan kemampuan masak nyaris dibawah rata-rata dan standar pun gak nyampe, masakan sederhana sekalipun rasanya sering gak stabil. Tapi kali ini, jujur, enak pake banget!

Kadang nih ya, masalah hidup kita sudah banyak gak perlu bikin masalah tambahan. Tapi nyatanya, hidup aku penuh kreatifitas jadi selalu aktif bikin masalah sampingan buat dipecahin. Sudah pada nonton hunger games the last part? the mockingjay part 2. Bukan, aku bukan mau bahas filmnya. Bukan juga Aktornya. Biarpun bagian paling seru yang aku dapat dari film itu adalah visualnya. hehe Tunggu. Ini bukan lucu. Ini masalah hidup dan mati. Aku, secara tidak sengaja, menjadi salah satu Tribut dan berlaga dikancah Hunger Games. This, is, what exactly called as seeking trouble when you already got plenty. Aku, bermain dalam hunger games ver 2.0.

That feeling when you woke up and started feeling guilty.  You know, I always try to sleep early. Like, already in bed by 9. Amazing right? by 9. Turning off all the gadgets and lights. Cuddling comfortably and waiting.... Forcing your eyes close and thanking life before bed. Well, that talks around about counting things that you being gratitude in a day will bring positive vibe. I was doing it. With my eyes closed. Thinking. Being gratitude. Thinking. Being gratitude. And then, its when i realized i was thinking about my last dinner and what would i had for tommorow. Such a Vision.  It happens every morning.  Like this very morning.